Let's scream until there's nothing left

Wow. I really am a shitty character judge. If you told me a year ago that ]'d have no desire to ever speak or see my - girlfriend at the time - ex, I would've laughed at you. She was honestly everything to me and the only reason I hadn't killed myself. Now, I'm so done with her. I fucking hate her guts. I never want to see her nasty face ever again.
She made fun of my brother, posting a video of him on tiktok which he doesn't even know about. Naturally, I got fucking angry at her. She made fun of me for being angry and hen proceeded to call me and all my friends retards. She's so pathetic it isn't even funny anymore. I'm honestly horrifed I ever dated her. She has deterred me from ever dating women again (not really i'm just a silly gay man) but probably has deterred from ever dating again. Atleast not for a long while.
I don't ever want to talk to her again, but it honestly scares me that she knows stuff about me that I'd never tell anyone else. She knows about my attempts. She could fucking ruin me if she wanted. But I could do the same to her.
There are some other red flags I should've noticed but didn't. She has a friend who was a boderline nazi. He walked around with fucking swastika pins. She was casually racist towards me. She said tranny. I don't care that you're dating a trans guy and have a trans friend. That doesn't fucking give you the right. She has a friend who called me a tranny in a degratory way. And I think she's dating him now. Fuck her. I hope she chokes on her own bigoted views. I hope she feels better about herself by making fun of other people.

- Nero