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alltheangelsThis is just going to be yap in a series of yaps about mcr and the paper kingdom.
So, around a week ago, mcr's previously unreleased album - The Paper Kingdom - got completely leaked. All the demos are now widely available. Take one post down with a link - 5 more are posted in its place. Tpk was originally scrapped around 2013 when mcr broke up as it took a toll on the member's mental healths and made them revisit some places they really didn't want to. Over the years, song clips and snippets have been leaked, but never a whole freaking album. Tpk has always BEEN avaliable, but was only auctioned off for like £20k by some people who somehow got ahold of it. I honestly don't know how to feel. Yeah. I do have the songs downloaded. But I haven't listened to them. I don't know if I want to. And it's killing me. It just feels so wrong. Like I'm personally going behind Gerard,Mikey,Ray and Frank's backs, even though tons of other people have already listened. It just doesnt feel right. Something they deemed 'not good enough' for the public. Something they never wanted anyone else to hear. Is that what I want? Will I be a bad person if Ilisten to it?
Maybe the album will actually let me heal and rest. Maybe it will save my life as mcr has done so many times before.
- xo R
So, around a week ago, mcr's previously unreleased album - The Paper Kingdom - got completely leaked. All the demos are now widely available. Take one post down with a link - 5 more are posted in its place. Tpk was originally scrapped around 2013 when mcr broke up as it took a toll on the member's mental healths and made them revisit some places they really didn't want to. Over the years, song clips and snippets have been leaked, but never a whole freaking album. Tpk has always BEEN avaliable, but was only auctioned off for like £20k by some people who somehow got ahold of it. I honestly don't know how to feel. Yeah. I do have the songs downloaded. But I haven't listened to them. I don't know if I want to. And it's killing me. It just feels so wrong. Like I'm personally going behind Gerard,Mikey,Ray and Frank's backs, even though tons of other people have already listened. It just doesnt feel right. Something they deemed 'not good enough' for the public. Something they never wanted anyone else to hear. Is that what I want? Will I be a bad person if Ilisten to it?
Maybe the album will actually let me heal and rest. Maybe it will save my life as mcr has done so many times before.
- xo R
